Taylor's Testimony

When I was possessed, before my repentance and exorcism, I did a lot that I was not proud of. I worshiped Baphomet, I blasphemed the Scriptures, I told God that I hated Him..

I thought for sure that I incurred God's wrath. But you know what God said to me during my weeping? He said "What if I show mercy to you anyway?" and when I heard those words it leveled me.

For me, someone who came so close to blaspheming the Holy Spirit during temptation but didn't, someone who said he hated God, yet God tells me "What if I show mercy to you anyway?" It blew my mind. It showed me that God has dared to show me mercy anyway, and that in turn, He expects me to show mercy deeply to others beyond what I have ever known or have been accustomed to. Just like God sees all of the evil, child murder, rape, sexual immorality and idolatry in the world and yet, He dares to show even more mercy. What a loving God we serve, that even though we have deservingly incurred such wrath, that He chooses more mercy anyway! How good God is, that after denying His Son multiple times, despite blaspheming Him multiple times, He shown mercy to me anyway!

There truly is no God like our God! He surely has all right to brag and yet He remains humble anyway! So because He does not speak of Himself, I'll praise and worship Him for what He has done! Amen! I am truly leveled by God's goodness! Glory to God!