[INTRO:] No longer a child, a broken toyThe door was open wideI'd never seen that look in daddy's eyesEven though i criedHe wouldn't go away, I screamed inside.I try and try, but you wont hear my criesI'd never hurt you, but in my soul is agonyI loved you even through the painful sleepless nightsI'd never hate you, but how can I ever be freeDaddy why do you hurt meHere I lie alone, nobody can seeI've never toldMother isn't homeFather's last touch has left me cold[CHORUS] (God help me)[Bridge](God speaking)-My little child, I see your painI cry with you every tear you weep.I weep with you, I'll never leave youOr hurt you, and now I take you in myArms to show you the love you never knewGod I cling to youYou can see my pain, you cry with meLove I never knewIn the darkest night, You're here with meI try and try, but they wont hear my criesI'd never hurt them, but in my soul is agonyLord I loved them even through the painI'd never hate them, but how can I ever be freeGod Help Me

I am weak, I am strongI am anything that will make me belongI am proud, I'm ashamedI am looking for someone to carry the blame

You think it's alright to destroy God's creationThey don't have a voice so who cares how we're treating them hereIf you read His word you should know that he blessed themI know your defense is to say "God said dominate them"

Pie Jesu qui tollis peccata mindu dona eis requiemSummer has died, but I live to weep tearsFlowers have fallen, their fragrance shedSorrow sways to the pangs of my heartI listen for hope, she refuses to singLifeless life cradles lifeless deathPie Jesu qui tollis peccata mundi dona eis requiemMy blood has fallen to winter's stillMy blood had fallenFound in silence, and greying lightMy blood has fallenRequiem aeternum dona eis DomineExaudi orationem meamRequiemI am in the dust, but there I find YouAnd I will mourn until death

Take him down, take him downMove him gently, hold his headWipe his face, clean the blood offLay him here, wrap him in thisclothLift him up, lift him upMove him easy, careful nowHe's the MessiahTears are filling, eyes of sorrowHands are touching, no one'sspeakingHis eyes are empty, skin's so whiteHis body's cold, it has no lifeHe's the MessiahHe's the MessiahGo! Into the world and tellAll of creation he livesHe lives in the hearts of menHe said, "Go! Into the world andtellAll of creation he livesHe lives in the hearts of men"Dry your eyes, hold each otherLift your thoughts, you are brothersHe's the MessiahDon't be afraid, he has risen, he's not hereWhy are you trembling with fear?Just as he told you, just as he saidThey could not stop him, he is not dead!He's alive!

[lyrics: Shamgar, music: Shamgar & Slechtvalk]Haunted by a restlessness I fail to find peace,While thoughts of a self-destructive nature drive me to madness.What was left of happiness in life is now gone, even the sun looks dark in my eyes.My heart feels desolate.Trapped in a maze of horror, forsaken by God, I cannot escapeThis time I don't see a way out, except for death.Although I want to be freed from the despair that envelops my soul,I neglect to find help, unsure if I even want it to end.Playing with the thought of a self inflicted death to end this nightmare called life.What was left of happiness in life is now gone, even the sun looks dark in my eyes.My heart feels desolate as if hell already burns inside.What if this pain does not end with death,But continues to haunt my soul in hell.I cannot bear these visions of despair,So I stay my hand.In a moment of solitude I cry out from my misery to the One I fear.As new strength refills my heart with courage, I find myself willing to go on.I slowly rise on my feet to confront the demons which sought my death.